seriously, i'm affected the way how people see/judge me.
be it strangers looking at my size or hair or whatever they see in me;
or even how my friends judge me as their pals.

never to deny, as a friend
i may not be a good listener and give constructive comments when you need them.
i may not notice how little, day-to-day things may affect you.
i may not bother to pay attention to every single part of you.
i may not be able to make it clear of how i care about you.
(different people may have different ways of showing it. one person may give you a big hug whereas i chose to gently tease you when i actually do care for you)
i may not guarantee that i don't gossip behind your back.
(tell me who will be 100% satisfied with one another)
i may not be the first to be there for you when you need someone.

and this is me.

To all my beloved friends,
forgive me if i had once hurt you.
forgive me for not being a good friend.
especially my girls, i dont contact them unless i need their help. (what a shame) hahah

i got so emotional after yesterday's incident.
it made me realized that friendship can be so fragile with just a small misunderstanding.
people come and go in your life you see.
but for whatever reasons, thanks for coming into my life.
thanks for making an effort to stay in my life till now.

i like this candid shot. lolol




so how cool can it be.
these are the few friends that i have. the real friends.
not those Hi-Bye friends; or those go out kakis.

p/s: i miss my color-ed hair.
:"-":