It's a huge blow when my mum confirmed with me that i've got ....
I'm really affected by this.
I jokingly told my parents i want to jump down from the building.
yet my heartless father (the action of wanting to help me hold on my sweater) and say go go, go jump. HE'S HEARTLESS.
but i believe he's merely joking with me.
if i really jump, he cry no tears i tell you. HURR.

i can't put on a smile on my face.