#60Right round.

Today was my NRA audition.
Sometimes, confidence wont help you in any way.
This morning; bursting with confidence,
overflowing with excitement.
I was convinced that i'll do it.
and yet disappointment strikes me at night.
I'm really disappointed in myself for not putting my best shot :(
hiax. i'm really sad.

Not forgetting my best friend JOYCE~
who helped me for the past 2days.
went to her house and she 'trained' me.
So, if i can't get in to NRA.
I know who to blame~ ha-ha
Just kidding la; she gave me confidence.
Teach me basics and all.
So, really want to Thank her.
I dont wish to let her down. I did my best buey :(

And so bloody idiot.
I'm so careless to injure my thumb area.
I 'sprained' it when i was doing one of my steps.
hiax. it's really painful; i can't really use my thumb to do anything.
and mom said that it was swollen.

I pray hard that you can see i'm really trying.
It's really rare for me to almost shed tears over disappointment.
Especially i'm the one who i'm disappointed with.
Disappointment can be bitter; you feel as if you lost your worth.
But i hope- Tonight I fall asleep,
perfection eluding me, but hope residing in my heart.